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"sieze the moment" what if I dont know when to seize it? what if i think i dont want to seize it and later regret it? what if i shouldnt have seized it? what if the moments gone? like long gone?

i have a thing about touching like i don't like being touched. NOT IN A FREAKY WAY just like at all by most people, some people i'm okay w it but i don't like people being overly touchy with me especially when i barely know the person like no I dont want you to hug me just cuz i see you at an event and you have to say hi to me. in fact dont say hi to me. I also hate hugs like from all people and i usually tell people that are about to hug me 'dont hug me' but if I havent seen someone for a long time or im meeting family or its someones birthday i just let it happen yk. ALSO like small touches or like ones by accident i really hate like if ur sitting next to me on the bus u do not need to be touching me if theres no space i get it nothing I can do but if ur next to me and the bus shakes or something IT IS NOT HARD TO STAY STILL and not like bump into me. or when im handing someone something dont touch my hand ikik its not something people do on purpose but it still bothers me. like dont touch me goddamn 💔💔 BUT there is a bit on irony because I do BJJ (Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu) if u dont know what it is look it up. there i'm fine with it ive been doing bjj since I was 6. I recently had to stop tho cuz i live abroad now and no place is like my old gym.

sometimes i feel like my friends think im weird sometimes like i just get the vibe and sometimes i feel bad about it but whatever its fine. there are also some ppl that ive never felt weird about being myself around i really appreciate these people even tho i dont really tell them that ig its just hard to say things to people you really care about

fun fact in late december of 2024 i found out i might move back to canada. i didnt tell anyone. i had mixed feelings about it, i was excited cuz like duh i hate living here but i do have friends here, not best friends but still friends. i though of some of the friends i made here when i found out i might leave. Them being: M, Fp, Ft, Sr, Sn and ET. ofc i had other friends but these are the ones i was the closest with (here at least) and that ugghhh dont make me feel weird yk. and i sat and thought would we still be friends if i moved? mostly yes but i would still miss them. we didnt do too much for my birthday (its mid january) cuz i didnt really want a party and my parents needed to save money just in case we did end up going back to canada but it was still a good birthday nonetheless. 2 weeks after my birthday one of the ppl i just mentioned and thought of as a close friend was not my friend anymore. i was really sad but i get it. if they ever wanted to be friends again i wouldnt mind

I get really sad sometimes and sometimes i dont even know why im sad i just get this kinda feeling and its sooooo random too just a kinda hard hitting feeling in my chest like im missing something it doesnt really last that long but #DontBeSadForNoReason

If I had to have a superpower it would be time travel like duh who wouldnt want time travel? fuck flying or being invisible. runner ups for superpowers i want: mind reading i mean mind reading is really creepy ik but itd be cool to see what people actually think of me next runner up is time freeze not cuz im a weirdo or freak just cuz sometimes everything sucks and yk i need a break from everything

people grow up grow distant and sometimes we lose friends. I get that. but if we used to be friends i will NEVER hate you like for me its hard to just stop caring about someone after being friends for a good chunk of time. now ACTING like i dont care i do that a bunch i am not a good person sometimes like it depends what kind of friend we are like if its someone ive known for a long time and i care about a lot AND most importantly send friendship posts too (thats how u know we tight) I WILL SEND PARAGRAPHS about why we should still be friends if we ever had some sort of falling out. now if its someone i care about but dont know like too too well ya i'm pretending i dont care even tho i do cuz thats just easier for everyone. I also am not usually the one to end a friendship even tho sometimes ik i should. if i think a friendship is coming to an end I'll ask if we're friends not like 'are we still friends?' cuz thats hard to say no to and i dont wanna guilt someone into being my friend when they clearly dont want to be, like i dont wanna be friends w someone that doesnt want to be my friend of is my friend because of guilt. if you (YOU the person reading this) are like "woah this is a bit specific" thats cuz that last part is.

sometimes i think about stuff and im like "what if?" y'know? like maybe if things were slightly changed a bit things would be completely different ik it doesnt help anything to think like that but sometimes i cant help it.

ET this is about you if you're reading this. sooooooo STORY TIME!! ok we were just friends online not in person friends or anything (even tho we go to the same school) I really liked being friends we had similar humor most times and we sent funny posts (i sent the funnier ones) whatever. i didn't ever think we would be friends. in fact last year i didn't really like you like at all. so how did we become friends? this is my perspective on everything that happened. so from the beginning.. I think i sent you some reel that had ur name in it but i send ppl i dont rlly talk to that kind of stuff a bunch so that shit dont count. anyways we was in class right i remember both classes were together we did this weird interview activity with like an 'about me' paper that we would give to other people. you were the last person i got before we went to our next class I remember that well I begged the teacher to do one more cuz i didn't have a partner (cuz they were scheduled?? idk it was rlly weird) so then we did one more. I think if we hadnt done that one more interview thing we wouldnt have been friends. i remember talking about eddsworld u asked me about it i think I was like LITERALLY DYING ON THE INSIDE LIKE "OMG U LIKE EDDSWORLD TOO???" i didn't really say that (i think? it was a while ago) anyways i asked you "what was ur favorite eddisode?" u said u didnt remember BUT when i asked "whos ur favorite character?" u said "the red one" AND I WAS LIKE ME TOO HE'S MY FAVORITE TOO I LITERALLY LOVE TORD but i didn't say that either i just said "me too" BUT ON THE INSIDE I WAS LIKE DYING ON THE INSIDE (like in a good way) and from then i was like "ok i want to be friends with ET" but then I was like "how can i talk to them? what do I do?" and for a bit i didn't really know what to do but eventually I was like i need to grow some balls so I sent some stupid sigma reel then u replied then u sent stuff back and BAM now we were friends! great!! I brought up eddsworld later on maybe a month or 2 into our friendship I pretended i didnt remember our before conversation about it cuz i dont wanna look crazy but maybe pretending to not remember is more crazy. whatever its in the past now 💀. ANYWAYSSSS u rewatched eddsworld ALL OF IT!! IN ONE NIGHT!! and like HALF OF THE COMICS!!! (which is like 200 at the time) and not too many of my friends watch all of eddsworld let alone in one night or even bother with the comics. I never really told you this but it actually meant a lot that u did allat. anywaysss fast forward to around the end of our friendship it was also 2 weeks after my birthday 😔 not sigma but anyways... I get why it'd be weird for us to be friends but I do admit I was a bit mean about it. but who leaves someone on delivered for 3 days? not me most I do is one 💀 (still bitchy ik) but anyways i started thinking about this cuz ET keeps checking my stories after like 3 months of not being friends and at first i was like ok its break maybe they're bored BUT NOOOOOOO its like every story like dawg chill ik im just too funny and my stories are too funny i get it. naw actually tho if you wanna talk just talk or smtg I aint gonna go up to u cuz ur the one that said we aint friends anymore (granted i was a tad mean right before that but hey at least I asked) like u wanna be friends again u can say it. Got something else to say? SAY IT. I never wanted to stop being friends in the first place. Edit: i regret trying to act like i dont care

we met in drama class A was in the grade below me but we still got along very well and I still miss A everday (one of the friends I mentioned before that moved) everyone in A's grade SUCKED SO BAD they all rlly sucked but A was so chill I remember the first time she asked to sit with us at lunch and I was like "ACTUALLY?? YES PLEASE OFC U CAN" but in my head i don't remember what i actually said but since then A sat with us everyday until, they too moved away :( but we're still in contact and play roblox a bunch well not recently cuz school and SOOOO BUSY AND IT TOTALLY SUCKS but I tell A mostly everything and they're always there for me and I really appreciate that